Sick of Everything
Today was not the day I wanted it to be. I woke up, slightly hungover, to discover one of my sisters was talking about me and saying I did something I didn’t do whatsoever. What bothered me even more is that she apologized, and then was talking to one of my sisters (who I’m extremly close with, so of course she would tell me what happened) and was assuming why I was in such a bad mood (which yet again, was not true). I don’t appreciate that I was hearing such things, but the girl seems not to care that I’m upset at her.
I’m sick of being the one everyone talks about. Today, I felt like a good half of my sorority wouldn’t talk to me because of this issue/lying. What bothers me though is supposedly people were mad at me, but not a single one came to me to talk about it. I would’ve comfronted them, but I 1) had no idea who was mad at me and 2) had no idea why in fact they were mad at me. I’m sick of being messed around with, and I’m sick of people treating me like shit. The fact that people think I’m a terrible person for something I didn’t do is ridiculous. I just wish I could do something about it.
I want to go home more than anything. May 8th…hurry the fuck up.
